My Undeserved Cherished Ruin.

My Undeserved, Cherished Ruin is about someone coming back after it’s already too late and staying anyway. He used to be awful. Not misunderstood-awful. Just… awful. He said things that can’t be unsaid, acted like wanting someone gave him some kind of claim, let his ego rot into cruelty. There’s no fixing that part. It already happened. Two years later, he’s different, quieter, careful. He apologizes once and then shuts up. He doesn’t ask to be forgiven because he knows that’s not his to ask for. He doesn’t touch. He doesn’t push. He stays even when she gives him nothing. She doesn’t soften for him. She doesn’t trust him just because time passed. She lets him be near her the way you let a scar be near your skin—aware it’s there, not pretending it never hurt. This isn’t a story about love saving anyone. It’s about learning how to exist after you’ve ruined something good. About choosing to be better even when you don’t get rewarded for it. And about a girl who never forgets what was done to her, but refuses to let it decide who she becomes. If love shows up here, it’ll be quiet. Almost accidental. Something that happens only after a long, long time of nothing happening at all.